Grief

He passed away on November 29th at 7:34pm. In his final moments, he found peace. He was the greatest father I could have asked for and he will be deeply missed.

His death was a remarkable experience and I hope I can write about it one day. Right now I am so profoundly sad that I don't know what to do with myself. I am so filled up with sadness and grieving that I think perhaps I'll try to pass some around at the funeral....stand at the door and hand out little gift bags of grief for all the attendees to take with them so that I don't have to carry the world's grief inside my heart.

We are in Calgary now (at yet another hotel) and the funeral is tomorrow. Then we are finally coming home......